Should I even care anymore? | latingirl's Blog

It makes me really sad and crushed to even think about this. But I think I should just forget about love, and move on. Let me know what you guys think;

So there was, no still is this boy in my drawing and English class. His name is Jesse, Jesse and I started out as friends. But then he kinds got a crush on me, and I had one on him too. So we became really good friends, for a while. Then I dropped the question one day. And asked if he wanted to go out, he said yes. But it was really weird; it was like going out with your brother kind of thing. So he broke up with me, I said it was all cool. (Jesse and I are still Friends.) But the thing was that he said all this over an e-mail. I didn't want to believe my eyes, but I had no choice. I could feel the tears rolling down my cheeks, then down my neck. 

You might think well if it was like going out with your brother weird then why did she cry? 

It's because I fell anyways, I fell for a guy who just likes me. You might say well that's a good thing right? Yes. Yes it is but it makes my heart ache when i know it's just a friends like and not a i want to be with you like. A brother? Sure, I wouldn't mind. But when I've fallen so hard, far and fast for him, I can't and won't see him as just a brother or a friend anymore.

I'm in love with him.