latingirl's Blog

Those of us who are Christians know that the bible clearly states that; all things will happen in his time, and not ours, as well things we want to happen but just don't seem to come our way. Thy will be done. Not ours. 

Things will happen in his time and that we need to learn to be patient. A lot of people are so willing to give up on love because their eyes have not yet been opened to the loved one that god has in store for them. When you know that you are with the one, you were meant to be with. You'll know that God was thinking of you when he made that person you hold every night.

Me? Oh yeah. I'm a hopeless romantic, I love love sue me. What is love to you? I mean, like what is it that makes you fall for someone so hard that there's no getting back up for you?

Might it be their appearance? Or the way they smile, or possibly just the way they give you "the look"? Ladies you know what I mean. And no, not that look that just said that they had an erection.

I mean that look that just said I want to get to know you. I want to sit down and talk, over a cup of coffee. That sort of I want to know what what makes you tick. And they, just are genuinely interested in you.  

It makes me really sad and crushed to even think about this. But I think I should just forget about love, and move on. Let me know what you guys think;

So there was, no still is this boy in my drawing and English class. His name is Jesse, Jesse and I started out as friends. But then he kinds got a crush on me, and I had one on him too. So we became really good friends, for a while. Then I dropped the question one day. And asked if he wanted to go out, he said yes. But it was really weird; it was like going out with your brother kind of thing. So he broke up with me, I said it was all cool. (Jesse and I are still Friends.) But the thing was that he said all this over an e-mail. I didn't want to believe my eyes, but I had no choice. I could feel the tears rolling down my cheeks, then down my neck. 

You might think well if it was like going out with your brother weird then why did she cry? 

It's because I fell anyways, I fell for a guy who just likes me. You might say well that's a good thing right? Yes. Yes it is but it makes my heart ache when i know it's just a friends like and not a i want to be with you like. A brother? Sure, I wouldn't mind. But when I've fallen so hard, far and fast for him, I can't and won't see him as just a brother or a friend anymore.

I'm in love with him.